My grandma, aka Ama, taught me the value of patience in life, her virture was ever so genuine. I learned much about humanity and our culture because of her. I learned selflessness and what it means to take care of those close to you. My Ama never told me no, and out of my entire life of knowing her, I never once heard or saw her ever get angry. She was the true meaning of happiness. My grandma took me in when I had no where to go, and never judged me on the decisions I made, or how I looked. She treated me equally like she treated all her children, grandchildren and great grand children. Words cannot express the emptiness that hangs heavy in my heart, but her passing will not be in vain. Although she is not with us in human form anymore, her soul is free to roam to the next journey in her life. She will never be gone from our hearts, and no one will ever be able to replace her. We need to celebrate her life, and remember she is now in heaven, with her husband, they are now together, they way it was in the beginning, she will rejoice with all her past relatives and rejoice that they are finally together again for eternity. I dont know what the future holds, I do know that having the honor of having her as my grandma, will forever leave a mark on our family’s legacy that will be passed down even when I am gone. I look to the future with high hopes, we lost our pillar, our corner stone, our queen. It will be hard to come back from this, but i know family and friends will be there to help the process. I love you my family, each and everyone of you, we are all a little closer now due to this family tragedy and that is OK. We all have one life to live, lets us live it helping each other, and never forgetting where we came from. We came from Maria Martinez and Juan Martinez, let them and our friends and family be our rock in these times of mourning. I love you grandma, and I will never forget what you did for me, and how you helped me grow into an adult and get me through the toughest time in my life.
Your Grandson,
John Rafael Rodriquez