Amber E
We did it we got Kaleb graduated all 3 of our kids have graduated. Thank you for choosing me to be your wife & thank you for blessing me with these beautiful amazing kids. Love you
Birth date: Jan 20, 1973 Death date: Dec 7, 2013
Funeral services for 40 year old, Brenden Duval Linster, of Midland, Texas, also known by his family and friends as "Chopper", will be at 2:00 p.m. Satuday, December 14, 2013 at St. John's Missionary Baptist Church with the Rev. M Read Obituary
We did it we got Kaleb graduated all 3 of our kids have graduated. Thank you for choosing me to be your wife & thank you for blessing me with these beautiful amazing kids. Love you
We did it our youngest child has graduated. I have kept my promise to you. I have raised & guided our babies the best way I can & I have gotten all 3 across that stage. I know you are just smiling so much now we did it. Thank you for choosing me to be your wife & blessing me with these amazing beautiful kids.
Loving you more everyday. Wish you had the opportunity to see my growth and changes in life. Your voice remains in the back of my head. I can hear you saying “YOU GOT THIS BOO BOO”
Hey hunnie bun we did it, we got Jay across that stage & now heading to College & Breana is in the nursing program & Kaleb working & Nick calling home as much as he can. I wanna thank you for blessing me with these amazing kids & the strong foundation you built in them I couldn't had did it without you. Im sooo proud & I know you are looking down smiling at your babies. Continue to watch over us please & I love & miss you
I miss you sooooo much. I can really use a hug from you. I dont know what to do right now Nick is in soooo much trouble I need you here to get through this with me. Our son's life is on the line I'm trusting God But I need the right lawyers in his corner. His mom is keeping me informed on things but its not enough. How did we not get the proper things done with him before you left this earth? Life flies by so quickly. When you marry you feel like this is your forever partner you never predict death. You died & my world crumbled & crashed & God has picked me up & now my faith is being tested again. If you were here you would have all types of answers for me as always but right now Im just lost. My new husband is soooo supportive with the kids. Jay on his way to college, Bre running track & in the nursing program & Kaleb is about to start his first job this week, but Nick is in that place & I have no control I cant predict whats gonna happen next. With all the amazing stuff going on around me I cant help but to hurt daily for our baby Nick this is the life you didnt want for him from day one you predicted this. Im sooo hurt I shouldve put up a bigger fight for him. Im sooooo sorry Chop I just want my baby home. It was soooo hard losing you & now a child to this messed up prison life this is a life I would'nt wish on my worst enemy. We watch them growup & now the hardest part is watching them make the worst mistakes they can ever make this is soooo painful to see. I needed you on earth a few more years. What do I do Chop?
Letter to my first husband
So yesterday was the anniversary of your death even though it has been 6yrs it still hurts that you are not here with us. No amount of time can ever take away or make my love for you fade away. When I got engaged 16months ago my fiance told me " If Chop walked in here today I would walk away for the simple fact that yall are a family & I hear & see how much you express your love daily for Chop." I know this man is God sent & a blessing to the kids & I & he loves the kids as if they were his own flesh & blood. But he is not a replacement of you he is a representation of where I am in life right about now he represents the changes & progress I have & are making. He is that continuous encouragement & that push that you were once giving me until your illness took over. When you met me I was a very young girl who you taught so much & because of all the knowledge & wisdom you instilled in me has helped me blossom into a strong woman. Every time I choose to help the community I always think of you because you would've tripled what I did to help. Now my new venture is dedicated to you something you never wanted me to give up on. But once you got sick I no longer had the passion or drive to continue on. Losing someone takes a piece of you right out & that piece never comes back it's gone. But my heart & determination will always remain the same it's actually in overtime right about now. I keep dreaming & seeing your spirit walk me down the aisle saying "Boo-Boo I approve of this one. Death has a funny way of reminding you just how short life can be so live it up while you are blessed to be here so I'm trying my hardest to do just that. It took years for me to find me & my sanity I took advantage of always having you at my fingertips just a phone call away & now that you're gone I can't get any of that time back. Though our chapter has ended it will never close I love you beyond life it's self. God has granted me a second chance I have an opportunity to try again & do it right. You will always be my first love, my first husband I can never let your name go in vain. This round has been bittersweet not wanting to disrespect you in any way. Love you Chop until we meet again xoxoxo
Sooo today I went to my cousin Elija funeral & I walked right up on your grave & gave you a kiss. I sent a pic to Bre & she expressed how much she misses you. I told her if you were here you would spoil her rotten lol. RIP until we meet again love you Chop
Happy Anniversary hunnie , I miss you so much nobody or no one can ever take your place ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Hey hunnie I miss you & love you. Kids are great Kaleb finally playing football and has 2 precollege courses in 7th grade he is so smart like u. Bre playing the flute again & pretty as ever, Jay killing the highschool football world I always imagine you in the stands video recording all his games. We miss you more & more each day I swear I will never get over this Chop you left me & life has been so in pleasant without you there to make me smile.
Happy Easter love you forever and always I'm looking at these kids and wishing u were here to get on there butts lol. Haven't talked to you in a while so I thought I should write on your wall. Please continue to watch over us we love you Chop